choke job, stopped dead in my tracks, deer in headlights, truck barrelling down the highway, open door, open window, do not pass go, do not collect $200, go directly to jail, and stuck, unable to say the words, to ask the questions, to state the obvious, unable, impotent, powerless, well, not powerless, the ability is all there, the form and function, it's just the choice, the will power, a question of how far, to stop thinking, to stop questioning, or maybe too much questioning, too much thinking, or not enough, and finding excuses, finding cause, finding fault in a seamless block of marble, it's just a poor showing, it's just a sign of weakness, it's a sign that the bank teller still won't get any business from me, no cashing of checks, no withdrawals, no money, still, no money.