struggle, what to write, what not, how to phrase, turn of the words, well meaning, hidden doors, ideas and concepts, just put out there, forget it, simply put, struggling, old friend, constant innovator, stagnating, a switch of platforms, constant use and growing familiarity, and more, struggle between light and dark, yet no end in sight, switching teams, using both, not even something to worry about for a long time, but it's so small, and cute, and handy, probably, hopefully. growing love for the command line, for words typed and actions followed, and reading, lots of reading, lots of words, of thoughts and concepts.