reaping, sowing, years past and present, delayed, delivery, and timebombs, sleepers, stuff pushed off, procrastinated, all rushing back, well after the fact, and maybe possible to ride the wave, to surf the shock, where it provides movement, to capture kinetic energy, transference from one form to another, or directed, coned, shaped charges, and maybe, come out the better on the other end, but cause, effect, and wondering who draws those lines with the arrows, the blocks that are built by those that go before, years, and years of plans and history, and left on top, not left, pushed on top, on top of the house of cards. how about that.