missing out, missing in, giving up on keeping track, and wondering if this will bite back, like so long ago, the Hootie incident, being on the forefront of music once upon a time, capturing lightning in the bottle, before anyone else saw it, and removed from the public, unrealizing the public found the bottle and let the lightning out, and the sudden realization that the world has passed me by, and that was an issue, but still? 10 years is a long time, and I wonder if any growth and development has occurred to prevent, nickel and dime defense that offense.