hypocrisy, two faced, words spoken actions taken faces worn, fluidity and changing, from one direction to another, a tossed coin, heads tails heads tails tails tails tails maybe heads again, randomness and unpredictibility, unknown quantities or qualities that force and affect, change and develop, but breaths, whispers, hairs on balances, weights, heavy and light, two faced, the masks slip on and off, so often so quick and without provocation that it makes my head spin, and all i can do to stop the turning and churning of the world, is sigh, keep my feet on the ground, a hand on the wall, and keep breathing, and know that it will pass. it always does.