life is full of experiences, reflections on those experiences, and then times wishing either for more experiences like that or less, so trying to get the same experience or avoiding it, and such, as times may try, and find, and look forward to repeating some events, and sometimes events and experiences are life changing, where from that point on former experiences no longer hold the same value, and suddenly, set adrift on a sea, sometimes kinder than manna from heaven, at times more fierce than a wolverine, but as it goes, sleep beckons, always.