what is it that men want, what women want, are they ever in accordance? personal experience dictates that women what exactly what you want, 2 weeks earlier, 10 years later, yesterday or a week from now, it's always something you wanted, just not at the same time. so belief structures that crumble in the face of factual evidence to the contrary. what is it to continue to believe in them? beliefs proven wrong by facts, but beliefs they continue to be. i won't pretend to wax poetic, won't pretend to have anything good to say. i have a bunch of words, from a previous inspired time of my life, and to continue, well, that i question. some things you should put away. like good television series. eventually the creative force leaves, moves on to other things, other projects, and leaves things in the dust. such is the life.