so what does it mean when i don't write a musing every day? what does it mean? does it mean that i have more important things to do than write stuff on a web page no one reads? am i just too busy, that i have that many things to do, that a simple update to a web page just doesn't happen? does it mean that i've stopped thinking about anything, or that nothing puzzles me for the moment, however long that may last? are there no thoughts running through my mind that i want to share, or nothing worth sharing? is my life, at this point in time, not need an outlet that musings is, was, will be? is life that good? or is life that bad that i don't even want to write anymore? when even writing things out doesn't make it any better? am i working on something new and different, based on this, that i'm trying to change the backend? or is there somewhere else my questions go to? or someone else? maybe i'm just really lazy, even more so than usual which even carries over into my online life? does it mean that life is going so quickly, that i won't mind that i have no records of my thoughts during these past couple weeks, or months? what does it mean?