who you are, who you thought you were, who you want to be, are all these indeterminate, indescribable, unknowable, three states of being, was, and will be, unknowing truths, standardized individuals, changed and change, coins and pennies, gold in red buckets, a tradition, that doesn't change, revered and honored, cherished, progress, revered and honored, cherished, it what is right, that feeling, that natural, that taught, nature vs. nurture, either, or, neither, predestined, that's just the way it goes, and so it goes, but sometimes, more than others, change doesn't happen, and ruts occur, and there i am, standing in the sunlight, laughing