belief structure of love, dogmatic faith, undeniable truth and beauty, just another religious entity, a building made of bricks, by man for man, faith, hah, love overcomes all bounds, love is blind, soulmates and true love, fidelity, honesty, in sickness and in health, to have and to hold, lies i tell you, all lies, movies, television, everything written and wrote, seen and heard, the music, the songs, the ballads both power and sweet, 80's and 90's, built up to be too much, torn down one too many times, the crusades, bad idea, open relationships, bad ideas, breakups and get togethers, bad idea, pushing the envelope, not quite ready, jumping the gun, believing in marriage, believing in sacrifice for love, compromise, fair play, no such thing, no such thing exists, it's not real, how can it be, existence without proof, without that ring on my finger, the girl by my side, how can i believe, how can i expound the glory of love without experiencing it? because i can, and do, because love is worth it, really, i hope