lack of power, lack of sleep, reduced to reading and sleeping no email, no web access, snow falls in march the hormones rage inside, libido, raising its ugly head, drawing forth images, dreams, hopes and fantasies imaginations, pictures of the minds eye ultimate channel funnel container for sexual energies keeps the edge need to stay sharp night falls as trees did earlier people faces girls women womyn curly red, shart haired skater, raven haired dancer, pillar leaning economist price tags window dressing passing fancies quick they're gone