musings, always returning, never succeeding, two many letters, must have more, somethings never ever change, and others change all the time, and people do things, and stop doing them, and i've seen enough, kind of, the college experience, i think, i hardly have experienced all that is college, while my days here at Nu are numbered, but some of the stuff i have tried and tasted, i know i won't do anymore, and other's maybe i'll continue, but i'm solidifying, precipitating, seed crystals forming and the essence drops out of solution, and boundries and lines are drawn, the two separate, no longer one, usually one is discarded, the other side purified, mixed, to reduce the impurities, to precipitate again, until it's clear, and proven, and true