a thousand thoughts race through my mind, no single question beating all others, futures, presents, pasts not really, see too much, don't expect too much, the memories fresh, and feel, the taste, fingertips through hair on back of necks, missing that already, old people, old memories, colliding, being overtaken, the new replacing, appending, destroying that which used to be there, but is no longer, so now what, what happens? the world is full of surprises, twists of fate, little presents that happen upon your door, or down the alley, a million thoughts run through my skull, do old high school charms still apply, what continues to work and what doesn't? how are things different now? full of questions full of life, temptation knocks, nagging from the back of the mind, just open the door and walk down the steps, i wonder if, i wonder if