felicity, i know it's bad, i don't know why i keep watching it, rehashes of old mscl, friend pointed out rayanne character, it's not even really applicable anymore, not like mscl used to be, life imitating art, or was it art imitating life? or more fantasy of how life should be, could be and more? one thing that did get to me today, and that's what doesn't get me about felicity, it doesn't pull on the heart strings, it doesn't tug on the emotions, i can watch and watch removed from the characters, from the situations, it is that which i don't know, don't care, don't have, but today it was something, the sharing of deep personal emotional somethings, be it in acting class, on the playing of a private tape at a party, or an online diary, i share, give, no take involved, maybe a little, i know when you visit, it drives me, pleases me, lets me know that, maybe, in someway, i'm popular, that people like me. conversing with family about dating, such an odd concept for the family, brothers doing what brothers do, yet it's the first time, about time? or never the time? but it is happening now