forum? takes the place of such things as confrontational conversations? don't need small talk, don't need big talk? it's one way to deal with things, very much levels, what level to operate on, to function on, to interact with, which reality am i in, which one do i choose to react with, which mind idea do i shape and create or destroy, loud, quiet, shouting, much more than anything tired sleep work beckons, always does, do this, do this, nagging sitting nagging, do it, do it, no need no desire right now, at this stage, at this point, fullness, almost to the point of being overripe, must watch, must not spoil, must eat cantelope