home sweet home, sleep escaping firm grasp of reality, lost amid electrons phosphorescing red green blue, not quite fire, but as enjoyable, remembrances, soulmate, only good things, with very little bad, remembering i'm the reason we're not together, but still ??? don't understand, never will, life sometimes thrusts things upon people, sometimes you thrust things upon life, sometimes life just takes things away, things that mean a lot, just like that, snap of the fingers, a transfer of electrons, the lean in of a kiss, just like that, and he was gone, whitespace conversations just don't end, they go on as many things do, but maybe the format may change, the medium too, but some things don't go away