constant temptation, and trends always trending, the windows and the apple trees, red delicious and the pella, but the next, the future, and the more? but organized, placed in the cart, button click away from more and less, and finding reason, and rhyme, logic working overtime to fit it in, to understand, to justify, and ultimately failing, the numbers, red and black and positive and negative, the ruler, the rule book, the ledger and ledges, the green translucent visor holds me back, but hopefully not much longer, hopefully sonner than most, hopefully refreshment for the weary