around the corner, the month, an important month filled with important days, the shortest month, but significant, at least to me. defined by a short amount of time, and wondering what this one has in store, another february single, again, and a question. it probably won't be spent ravaged and tormented by heartache and depression, and if not, then what? does a good february, a bucking of the trend, when everything else is following a well worn path, what then? the first break in the road, that first warm day after a long cold winter of discontent, that break of sunshine after 40 days of rain, would this be dawn? a new era, the age of aquarius finally behind me? maybe, just maybe, a shifting of gears, and this time, instead of going uphill, it's coasting, it's downhill, checking of the airbrakes, and downshifting. but it's not as close and near as i think or expect, yet before i know it, it will be upon me.