first step, last step, steps outside, walks to and from places and destinations, one way in a hurry, the other way, coming back, without a time frame involved, just walking, slowly, enjoying the air, the sounds, the sights. break. the personal and the private, against the public and the known. again, too much? too little, but even then something deduced, something inferred, what's not being said but understood. but is not recognizing it, not facing up, not owning up, does that diminish it's importance, this pronoun, this event, this thing? what words, what posted update could even begin, could even be fair, or do it justice, or even explain? but again, there's other things, other ideas, other secondary effects, from recognizing it, from facing up, owning up, that also might do the same things as not saying anything. and this, itself, this talking of the effects and considerations of saying or not saying something, that is in and of itself expresses something as well. i don't know.