tired, some things never change. is the chase on? good question. thinking about it, questioning friends and acquaintances. people i know about people i don't know. like 6th grade. its one way to read the newspaper. so can I? will i be able to? can i chase, do i know how to ride the horse, send out the hounds, to chase down the fox, nice red fox. can I? will I be able to? do i have it in me? or am i just too shy. that sounds weak. no, i'm not just too shy. i'm not. i won't let myself. i won't go quietly into the night. i won't turn the other cheek, i won't bow out, lower my head and put my tail between my legs. i won't.