sleep beckons, sleep begs, but to no avail, no listener, no ears, because for some reason, unfathomable to logic and reason, the mind turns and churns, with no desire for respite, for rest, for slowdown, a million miles an hour, well, not quite, not that there are speed limit signs on the unconsious stream of thought, but it's not questions that keep me awake, it's not thoughts that need pondering, it isn't issues i'm trying to deal with or emotional turmoil, it's almost as if i'm too bored to sleep, or something like that, or not bored enough to sleep, but something is missing, something is lacking which in turn turns sleep away, and midnight hour and later updates, movie time showings that start at 2 am, these are things that occupy my nights, these are things that fill a brain that should be shut to the world, for at least a little while, and i could blame it on the sickness, on the cold, on a disease which brings malfunction to my head, but we shall see, won't we?