ramble about nothing at all home was good, although it isn't quite as fun anymore it really isn't my town really it's my ex's town like i'm scared to see her there somewhere like i can't just be there on my own or something reminds me somehow someway of Leaving Las Vegas and sera and the drunk and love that's painful that's too strong enough to cause pain, to endure it love is so fleeting yet strong and confusing and many yet none like buddhism only different