umm, yeah, complete denial, de nile, the nile, a river in egypt, long since gone and buried, amazon flowing from sea to shining sea, the longest river, splitting a nation in half, right down the midwest, to the delta, down to the delta, but the pace of life quickens and slows, the rhythm, the pacing, all off and on, 4 months fast and quick, then a slow down, overblown transmission, over heating, just hit ABABABAB on that old motocross game, so addictive and yet so simple, battletech, overheating, too much use, too much too soon too fast too little too late, and i'm left holding the spoon, jam and jellies, and a trade, from polish to italian, onions over noodles, seared in a pan of olive oil over simple greens, a trade up, a trade across, but never forgotten, never forgotten, a boot stuck in the mud, that giant sucking sound when you try and pry your foot from the muck, stuck in the gluck, and sleep beckons, at a somewhat decent hour, and i am left more puzzled and with all those goofy question marks circling my head, except i wasn't hit by an anvil.