questions of appearance, of morphing, changing, fluid bumblebees, color ebbs and goes, and wonders if and when, to look different, to be different? to continue on the path the stars have made, to wonder if plans made will be fulfilled, achieved when things like the economy stand in the way, how does sheer force of will, desire and destiny overcome things like bean counters and efficiency experts, these things i question, these things i find in my way, obstacles on a life long, 4 year long path, that started with an iMac, a nifty egged shaped family friendly computer, and will end with my own easter egg in an apple branded software program, you know arrows, with points, vectors, with speed and a direction, it's found, i found mine, at least for a little while.