visiting friends, alltherage, reading, not conversing, one way communication, but reading, getting knowledge, that shocks? that surprises, like other news of other friends of other people in the same school, such people you'd never guess, you wouldn't have put money on, the long shots, the tortoises, winning the race, getting the prize, finishing. dreams i had, fulfilled by others, that is just so very cool. seeing the rest, all the others, a return to simplicity, starkness, where words themselves are the only decoration needed on pages served to millions, nice to have been there, always been there. narcissism at its best. always in the things i do best, never show weakness, never show ineptitude. the world will unfold, and lay its plan out like blueprints, unrolled from the architects tubes, and then we shall see