first days, beginning days, new days, apprehension, pensive, what's it going to be like, back in school, back in a classroom, back to learning, structured learning, where someone else knows more than me, where someone else will be telling me how to do things again, how i move from one position to another, from being on top to being underneath, and a matter or realizing positions, or understanding roles, and enjoying the place i'm supposed to be, but i have to wonder, will there be anyone that's cute, that will give me fodder for this medium, will there be someone to pine for, crush on, mull about, even now, at this age, at this stage, at this point in life, sweet simple things