greener sides of fences, how the other half lives, and temptation, glimpses through windows, and thoughts, to be over there, realization that maybe i belong, not where i am, but where i should be, glimpses, glimmers, of how things should be, truth striving to be set free, existence seeking to exist, what is struggling to be what is, not how it is, but what it really and truely should be, the essense, the truth, the soul, the idea, what is