dreams, fears, odd things in stranger places, new found, discovered responsibilities, stuff that was always there, but now is found, lost and dug up, never been able to get the big picture, haven't gotten the chance to take a step back, to observe, to realize, when it isn't stepping back, you have to look closer, to see the details, to see how everything's all connected, intertwined, and closer, closer to a paradigm shift, a change in momentum, a vector, change in direction, and then things will be different, the roadblock will be gone, and a certain freedom returns to shoulders, and after stepping through this gate, over this threshold, new things, good things