wasting away, whiling away, cast away, away away, too much sleep after too little sleep, body reacting to food after self starvation, over compensation, always, being able to deal, a friendly face, different, known, different, images race back, forward, to what could have been, injury peeks his head, remembering, and cowering, fearful of a season of sitting, tired, pains, multicasting never stated as required, nntp and smtp to particular ipchains unhappy, sugarplums, fairies, made of plastic, odd movies with skaters turned actors turned skaters, powerbooks of metal, computers inside and out, thin, wide, clear and long, cinema, cinescape, movielike in sheer expansiveness and expensiveness, rectangular beauty, blue, ocean, turquoise like, not indigo, no royal, expectations of uniformity, mind's eye mixed with reality