justify my existence, justify where i am, to examine and acknowledge, that i am happy, and to come up with reasons understandable, and believable. i feel sorry for them, corporate headhunters, trying to ransack other companies for talent, for jobs, but isn't this the best market for job seekers? lots of demand for developers, web and otherwise, but how long will i continue to be nice, how long does it last, i've only been working for 6 months, how many calls come, how many before i no longer listen, when i just stop hearing them out, and when do i really start listening, but loyalty, seomthing that's around but not necessarily all the time in tech related industries, more specifically, internet related companies, cross pollenation at work, some might say, i don't know what to say