"that's not pain I'm feeling, it's nostalgia" something that makes complete and total sense to myself, stoeln from tonight's episode of ally mcbeal i can't wait to be able to say that again, not again, for the first time with an everlasting smile wait, i had a train of thought which escapes me now maybe you're right, john, maybe it is time to put things away into the trash can of my mind, or at least put all that shit in a box, put it in the back of the closet, and forget about it until i'm 40, cleaning out my memories, and come across that painful part of my formative years, and say, maybe something good about it. time to break free, at least move on and keep walking tall, head up, with the sun beating down upon me, raindrops keep fallin on my head...