too much writing, too many outlets, too many sources, scaling back, but life continues on, the world keeps turning, and another show returns with emotional powers, with truths and strengths, with visions of how life could be, shouldn't ever be, but denial of reality, denial of one person's reality, schizophrenia, believe in the undead, trials and tribulations, a circle, unbroken, metal and cowhide, strength, weathered, wonder if it's time again, probably never should have left it there, at the bottom of the canyon, not forgotten, but tossed aside, but not tossed aside, but tossed behind, and maybe it's time, time again, once before, and now again, and time moves quickly, swiftly from day to night, from night to day, sleep too little, not enough, even with no life, and understanding silicon valley, understanding how work and play begin to meld, to the point there is no differentiation, that you become once in everything, no more duality, no more triality, no more facets to life and liberty, truth and freedom, but wholeness, circle, unbroken