dawson's creek a show about life and how it could be, how it would
be in my fantasies, colliding with reality, and it fucking sucks. what
happened to entertainment, to fluff, to cheesy cream puffs, what
happened? joey cheats on dawson, argue as you like with that, it was
only a kiss, it wasn't even her, and it wasn't much like jamie in
mad about you, but still, it's too close to the truth, mine anyway.
i don't know why i keep watching that show, it's no longer fun to
watch, it no longer makes me happy, and that being the reason for
doing everything in life, how it makes me feel, it fucking sucks,
and i so want to say no to it, deny it, push it away, and do something
productive instead, but instead, i'll keep watching.