so many people, so many readers, becomes the first perception, the first sight, first conversation over coffee, not the first asking to dance, or the bumping into in the hallway, no, this is my face, this is who i am, who i will be to many people, soon, what kind of face do i put up? should i leave the contacts in, because i've always thought i looked better in contacts than glasses, what should i wear? i've always like the sweater vest and khaki look, although the ultimate player look is pretty cool with the visor and all, so what will they say? instead of being 10 feet behind me and the comments starting about my hair, it will be about this, what is not healthy on the inside should not venture forth outside, without strong roots you can never learn to fly, hell week, but not for that reason, entirely new things that cause it, dreams of worse things, or better things for better for worse, is canada all that impressive? our neighbors to the north, too much, too late