demons, carry them with you forever, never to let them go, no matter what cathartic actions you go through, no matter how many pictures you burn, letters you tear up, people you kill, lives you destroy, damaged goods forever. pained, taken advantage of, abused, hurt without any control, the helplessness, recipient of someone else's whatever, just keep taking it, taking it, absorbing, taking in, drawing in, no release. relation, like art and life, day and night, action and reaction, art and life. vulnerability, exposing, open, doors and windows, mirrors and more, shadows and light sources all over