full house, aces over eights, too much left, too much to do, tired, weak and full of energy, school's just around the corner, delayed, procrastination, putting things off until the last possible second. keep thinking of her, wondering, contact, but it's been so long, shot myself in the foot, wouldn't be good, wouldn't be healthy, i'm not like jj, i'm not at that point, the peak, the goal of it all, the light at then end of the tunnel, that is what i seek, seek? question even that. but no bother, things take precedence, remember, 30 and it still works, that's my motto, at least now it is, there's still hope for all of us, hope, like that little caged bird, long time ago in a classroom far away, newscasters, old television theme songs, forever gone, stolen, taken, abused, i hope not.