two midterms one studied one not 7.5 hrs away dreamy i'm 21, a full on, legal, in all eyes of the law, adult. one of those people who live, out there, that do things, with consequences, and resposibilities, yet it's just like i was yesterday. no mantle to assume, to weight on my shoulders to carry. hi matt. figured i can say hi, if i know you're reading. and hello to everyone else who's reading. 21 on 17. not exactly excited about it, i was. subdued, due to the lack of sleep, or lack of relationship, but i'm guilt sticken sobbin with my head on the floor do you read this you acknowledge i exist at least virtually do you know what it's like to still have an impact on my life to still alter my emotional state with a simple harmless little act? the fact that it bothers me bothers me and liz i hope you're right only 4 more years, 4 more years...