accidents, not meant to happen, just do, what should have done, could have done, want to do, take it back, relive it all, just like a bad dream, surreal, almost, not quite, and more, impotent, unable to function properly Can't do anything. reliant on defiant, more than everything, anything, too much of something, responsibility, personal responsibilty, fault, fault tolerance, blame and more, me, mine, I, myself.