so the big 21 today no different although something's itching for something special but first mention of the day comes from the past that won't stay dead, that even though makes no want of first contact known yet a virtual card makes its presence felt when has no not meant no when has goodbye meant speak to me sometime when has valentines day meant something special to me it always was a fake holiday, for those not willing to put the effort throughout the entire year, saving for one day, when everyone throughout the world expunges all love, thoughtfullness, care and sweetness in one fell swoop why can't valentines be every day for that matter elusive understanding quietly escapes into the ether and it's gone 21