attempting, trying, failing, succeeding, searching, better than asking, the web a way around normal means of communication, a back door, maybe a glimpse of a life i left behind, peeking around corners, hoping to see something anything, finding nothing, so just haven't jumped on the wwwagon yet, some haven't stepped up, some aren't egotistical, maniacal, narcassitic enough to put themselves for the world to see. information disinformation, like at war, and i'm the cia