go through hoops to get where you want to go, wires, setups, not quite the same as always, just a little different, a curveball on the baseball diamond of life, will things change, will they always stay the same, if you had the power to manifest your every fantasy and nightmare, what would your world lo ok like? what would it be like? who would be there at your side, who would no longer exist? what toys, what occupations, what hobbies, the world would be like ice cream melting on a hot summer day, the way lemonade cools the throat after working manual labor for hours, hwo the fingers get strengthened from abuse of cardboard boxes, the smell of permanent marker stuck in your nostrils,