back, turn around, no need, walked away, it's a dog eat dog world, and I'd rather be the dog that gets eaten than be a dog that eats another dog. friends are what make gambling so much fun. i left the symbol on the floor of the grand canyon. I leave it behind, as a reminder, no, as a showing of my understanding, of what we shared is as beautiful as the work of God, but at the same token, it is something now to just be seen, remembered, and enjoyed that way rather than living it, or trying to live there. living spaces, ridge warren, steps, moves, new directions.