trial and error, searching for things in the most difficult manner possible, and not finding them, yet persevering, with a stubborness not yet seen by man, a language i used to rave about, now seems foreign, yet i hope it to be my friend and lover before the summer is over, cgi and perl, join me in my quest of all good things, let me use and abuse, Ender's Game getting better and better, stealing time, resources, reading old email, slowly getting it, getting there, toe the line, one step at a time, put the needle in the groove