it's pretty hard to shoot oneself in the foot so many times over the course of a single year, and still be able to walk, but i'm running, jumping, the whole 8 yards, no slowing down, continuing to reload the gun, hell, picking up an AK-47 at the local shop even, no need to turn around, no need to stop, a mastermind, a INTJ, go figure, how i've changed? different, intriguing, fascinating, stupefying, the whole nine yards, nine that time, missed that last yard before, must have stumbled, beauty, art, missing, steps grasp, reaching, slipping, by, and large, fingertips, grazed, scratched the surface, checking all the time, hoping, seeing, missing