i had a whole lot of things on my mind today, but 5 hours later, they're all gone. i should be a whole lot more serious about cusl but it's hard, i'd just like to take it easy, but i can turn it up if i have to. i just hope i don't have to. anything else today? hmmmm, let me think... l miss certain people, certain things from my past, certain individuals, what they were to me, the roles they played, how much they meant to me, and i'm careful to keep that all in the past tense, which in one sense is horrible, and yet comforting, in a way, while i listen to on my own from les mis, waiting to hear katie holmes sing it, and thinking i just won't get my chance until reruns this summers, and musings muse, or something like that, with plans and projects for a sony boy